I’m sick and tired of punishing myself for things that happened 4 years ago. 
I’m sick and tired of being single. 
I’m sick and tired of not letting myself get what I want. 
I’m sick and tired of seeing the people around me succeed and then realize I’m stuck in this shit hole of a life. 
I’m sick and tired of not being able to speak my mind in public. 
I’m sick and tired of not trusting friends. 
I’m sick and tired of ruining my life. 

Godfuckingdammit. This shit ends now. Tonight. I an’t even sorry anymore. Yeah, I did bad things. Too fucking bad for you. I’m not going to apologize anymore. I’m not going to punish myself anymore. 
This is my time. This is when I deserve to be happy. 
So fuck you, and your opinions.